Discouraged

What does it say about me that I am only able to do a MAXIMUM of two things at one time??

I've had a very discouraging week. I came to the startling realization that when I add one thing to my life, something else often flies right out the window. For instance, before November 10th, the two things I did regularly were exercise (ok, so I only did this semi-regularly) and work. Starting November 10th, that changed to school and work.

Wait...what happened to the exercise??

I'd made up my mind before starting school that I was going to go back to my old routine of a 5:45am work out no matter what it cost.

However, when you don't get home until 10:30pm and the only time you have with your husband is between 10:30pm and 12:00am, 5:45 comes around awfully fast and awfully early. Being overweight seems a lot less important at that time of the morning after less than six hours of sleep.

I've also started eating worse being that I have to go straight from work to school and have no time to make my own lunch or dinner. I'm now exhausted all the time, even on weekends and the nights I don't have to go to school.

All I know is that something is going to have to change. I just can't figure out how to do it. Sigh...why wasn't I born with skinny genes??