Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Dreamer

I'm one of those people who remembers every dream they have. While this is usually a good thing, recently, it has become rather disturbing.

This is because the dreams that I've been having for the last month or so always include killing someone or yelling at someone.

While you would think it would be bad to kill someone in a dream, it is nothing compared to the screaming I have been doing. I have SCREAMED at everyone from my sister to complete strangers.

Last night in my dream, Grainne was across town at a bar and I was supposed to meet her. Of course, I'd missed the last bus so I was trying to get someone to drive me. I ran into a young woman from church and when she refused, I lit into her, calling her things that I have never called anyone in real life. Very upsetting.

Despite the fact that I am not a dream interpreter, I have come to one conclusion: I yell at people in my dreams because all day long I have to deal with moronic people in a nice way when instead, I want to berate their stupidity in front of everyone (not that it would help, but it might make me feel better). I have all this pent up anger/anxiety and the only time it can truly come out is when I sleep.

All of this makes me feel crazy and a little bit deranged. Of course, I know that I am not because last night's dream ended with me scantily clad, singing a Brittany Spears song, AT A CHURCH TALENT SHOW. SOOO not crazy.

6 comments:

GrĂ¡inne said...

You are dreaming about me now? That is your subconscious telling you to get off your ass and come visit me! I promise to take you to all the bars that you want! I will even insure you on my car so there will be no missing of the last bus and have a lift home! Good idea me thinks!

Porter Family said...

I think you need a break. Have you seen Bee Movie yet? We just rented it for Payson. That will give you a few laughs, and there is this one human guy that has lots of rage. The voice is Elaine's boyfreind from Seinfeld. Pretty funny.

Brynley said...

Why can't my dreams be that exciting? What are you eating before bedtime?

Erin said...

Grainne! I want to come visit SOOO BAD. SOOO READY to get out of Beaumont!! Heather, that will take care of the relaxing!!

And yes, Bryn, dreaming about being half naked, clothed only in a little alligator skin bikini (and gloves) is VERY exciting. I'm sure the bishop was THRILLED.

Teagan said...

A couple things:

1. Probably ordering on the website is easiest for you because you can just use paypal. But, I have no problem if you sent a check. Either way.

2. I think the url addresses were cut off so I didn't see anything. BUT, I am totally excited that you like Sundance jewelry because that is what I pattern my necklaces, bracelets off of. So, tell me those urls and I will for sure make you a replica...with smaller beads...for way cheaper.

3. I am excited.

Teagan said...

Okay, I figured out the url problem and saw the pictures. I am glad you picked the blue one because i am already working on my rendition of the red version of that necklace. I put some pictures for you on my blog.